This morning feeling a bit out of quilter perhaps I needed to stay in bed a little longer. My journaling this morning was all over the board which really isn’t a bad thing, de-clutter the mind to receive clarity. My journey meditation that proceeded was on direction even though it was challenging to keep present I did receive direction for the day. I thought I would be working out by now instead here I am blogging and that’s OK.
Wrapped in the Wings of The Angels
Have you found your wings?
Are you soaring like an Eagle?
Are you paying attention to the subtle signs of being guided by Spirit?
Are you grateful for all you have in your life? Running water, a toilet, your voice to speak your truth, your mind, your heart which is the strongest muscle in our bodies. A happy heart is a grateful heart.
The Vibrancy of Life
The other day while walking the isles in Safeway I became aware of the strength in my gate and the pace at which I was walking. I stopped, stood still in the middle of the isle feeling the gratitude well up inside of me smiling from cheek to cheek I was in the zone feeelin it big time.
Love and Smiles turning it into something good
OMG What Happened to Me and My Body
It feels like another life time since I last wrote actually that very well could be a true statement for what I have been through this past month. Well, here it Mondays 2 days later and I’m still writing this. So, let’s get busy.
Physican Heal Thyself
Where shall I begin. When I opted in to be part of a clinical study I did the research on the drugs and their side effects. Little did I know that I would be hit so hard with so many side effects all at once. Well, its all or nothing with me why would this be any different. It is my hope and desire that the research being done in this study will truly benefit and be a win win situation for all future breast cancer patients
Feeling Great
Feeling Great
I have been surprised, in awe, thrilled, excited, joyful, saddened and knock to my knees in phrase two while showing up and embracing the now moment.
Last Friday I began my first chemo treatment my sister Paula supported me with her laughter and big heart. I decided to have my pictures taken beginning with the first treatment and will continue until my last treatment which will be November 6th, 2009.
Phrase Two I’m Showing Up
I closed the chapter on phrase One effective Sunday evening with a successful 2 day show in Woodland Park. I had met one of the founders of “Satiama” an online international gallery as well as a place of spirituality enhancing Life’s Journey. Wow this a gift from Spirit as I was just asking for someone to take over my print section and it happened on Saturday afternoon as Karen one of the founders was looking for another artist. She shared her story of her passion she and her sister had and the beginning of Satiama, the feeling was incredible words only discount it.
Houston We Have a Small Issue
Well, here I am one week later with a more insights, magical moments and yes a burst in my bubble and its all good. Last Monday I met with my Oncologist Dr. D. that’s when my bubble bursted regarding my 5 week plan (the one I came up with) quickly dissolved as the one year plan was presented to me. Lesson here is to honor each step of the process and yes I am learning patience. Again more information for me to digest on the entire process which including another set of steps even before my first chemo treatments. Lesson here honor each step of the process and yes I am learning patience. Dr. D. is one the best in his field which was quite evident as the conversation unfolded. At one point in the conversation he said Lisa have you seen the movie “What The Bleep” yes I have and it was/is a great movie. We discussed the cells and I said each one of our 10 billion cells holds Divine Intelligence he looked at me and said that is an interesting way to put it. Again with the steps in front of me I said OK lets focus and I set my intentions. This is where the magic continues all of my intentions I set for scans, chemo teaching, surgery for another biopsy fusion of Port and follow up appointments have manifested. I will be in chemo therapy for 6 months beginning the June 1st,2009. I have opted to participate in a clinical study why you might ask for the simple reason of if I can assist in bringing more light to the surface than so be it. The clinical study uses a more aggressive approach than in normal chemo treatment. One of the stipulation was my Her2needed to be negative and I was told by Spirit as walked into my house on Monday it was and then received confirmation from the Dr’s. office on Friday I was negative hmmmm is there a bigger plan yes. So now that we have the linguistics out of the way I want to share more magic. Dr D. You Rock!
My Journey With The Violet Flame Pac Man Action
October 2008 I noticed a small on growth/cyst on my breast so I got out my books on alternative healing Louise Hays was amongst them. I began working more with the Violet Flame of Transmutation, clearing cellular memory etc. and than went about my business not giving it any power. I did not have a family physician that’s just not part of my life. Well, 2 1/2 months ago I looked in the mirror and said holy shit bat man whats going on. My very dear friend Valerie checked my breast who just happens to be an ER Nurse and my ex art framer said Lisa you need to get this checked out. OK so my first priority was finding a physician it all flowed like magic. My first apt. was on April 24th for a physical exam you know all that routine stuff blood work, as well as the typical women checkup since it had been years. Well I knew that all would come back free and clear and it did.